The play Twelfth Night by
William Shakespeare presents the theme of identity confusion in many different
ways. We see that When Viola washes ashore in Illyria; she pays the
captain to disguise her as a male. When he does this, after a good pay, she
takes on the name Cesario and enters the house of Duke Orsino as a servant.
Things get interesting in the house because we can tell that Duke becomes
attracted to Cesario, saying that he is comparable to Olivia, whom he claims he
loves, with his womanly features. Similarly, when Duke sends Cesario over to
Olivia’s house to read off another one of his ill-fated love letters
proclaiming his passion for Olivia, she begins to fall in love with Cesario,
and not Duke like what was intended to happen. This creates a very interesting
love triangle, not only because everybody likes somebody different, but also
because Cesario is actually Viola, a girl. This causes great problems because
Olivia, thinking that she loves Cesario, is actually in love with another girl,
Viola. More problems arise because of Viola’s striking resemblance to her
thought to be dead brother, Sebastian. Antonio, a man who took in Sebstian
after he washed up, and has seemingly fallen in love with him, enters Olivia’s
house to find Cesario, along with Olivia, Andrew, Toby, Maria, among others.
Because officers in Illyria do not like Antonio, because of his naval feud
against Illyria, he is arrested. Thinking that Cesario is actually Sebastian,
he calls on Cesario to give his purse back, which was given to Sebastian
earlier in the play. And because Cesario obviously does not know what is
happening, Antonio is heartbroken at Cesario rejecting him. Even more instances
of identity confusion and deception occur when Sir Andrew and Sir Toby find
Sebastian outside of Olivia’s house. Thinking that Sebastian is actually
Cesario, who was about to duel Sir Andrew, they go after him. However, Olivia
finds Sir Toby and Sebastian with swords drawn, and implores them to stop,
mistaking Sebastian for the Cesario that she loves. Sebastian is greatly
confused by this seemingly beautiful girl asking him to marry her, but he
agrees. Identity confusion is also
rampant throughout the final scene.
Identity is something that
many people have a hard time figuring out. Adolescents and college students
many times are still searching themselves to find their identity, and in the
process, go through many instances where they are confused at their identity.
Zen meditation, for the past weeks that I have been there, has helped me to realize
my identity not only for college, but also for what I want to do beyond. It has
helped me to reflect on options for the future, internships, jobs, and even
classes. Just this past week, Zen meditation has helped me to think about my
identity in the sense of where I want to be next year, in terms of study
abroad. It has helped me to decide what would be best for me; what program will
bets fit the identity that I want to develop. I have always had some issues,
and reflection has always helped me with those.
The most significant thing
that I have learned this semester in this class is to appreciate all forms of
writing. We have seen many different kinds of techniques and writing styles
throughout the semester, and some of them at the face didn’t seem to be appealing.
But going more in depth with the readings can show that there are much more
than just the words that are being conveyed on the page. I have learned to have
a deeper appreciation for all forms of writing that I may come across.